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The La's - There She Goes

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this isn't a food blog but we made macaroni and cheese with fresh herbs and truffle oil with sauteed zucchini for dinner. tomorrow morning we're making blueberry french toast, with an extra helping of snuggles.





















on a lark yesterday, we went book shooping and i picked up Derrida's Writing and Difference as well as Foucalt's Power/Knowledge. i also tried playing music, but all i came up with was a song i forgot after class.

in other news, my professor asked me if i've considered working towards a PHD in education because of my writing abilities. a part of me is like helltotheyes! the other part of me is like, mybrainsarehurting and i've grown so undisciplined in reading and writing. in order to even consider applying, i'd really have to devote serious time to committing to going above and beyond getting by. i'd have to read primary documents and churn out academic discourse.

it's weird how i've reached this point in my life where i feel like i want it all. like i don't want to give up on anything or have to choose. but with every choice, sacrifice is sure to follow. would i have to sacrifice music, jcrew, babies, sleep, love, traveling, homemaking, all of the above?

i'm very happy she mentioned this, but it also poses a serious complication.

aren't you glad i didn't talk about what i wore today? i sure am.